It was just over-reaction.

You know, people really shouldn't do things half way, cuz you really give alot of people the wrong impression.

O wow! You've done it again , good job ! Haha!


You know, sometimes it really is nicer when you see the world through tinted glass.

meeting up with the people i've never seen in a long time, or never dreamt that i'd go out with that someone has really taught me a lot. we should'nt hold on to things that don't belong to us, we wont be holding on to it much longer. remember the very things that has shaped us to became what we wanted to be, and not be influenced by the many pop-ups. i do admit that i have sidetracked from what i use to be. what happened? the circumstances, the people..? excuses we all use so that we'll never be at fault. fact of the matter is, we have no one else to blame but ourselves. its the kind of person that we have become that has forced people and memories out of our lives. you know, ultimately, we all have to make a choice, we cant keep depending on others to make that choice for us. no doubt, choice making is indeed tough, but we all need to learn to make the choice that is best for ourselves. really, we cant have the best of both worlds. we think we can, but really, we cant. instead of losing one, we end up having absolutely nothing. furthermore, i've learnt that we really should'nt over prepare, just go for it. it is usually the things that we dont prepare for that turns out the best. HOWEVER, im not saying that planning our lives is'nt useful.
you know, i always hear people say' forgive and forget' or 'will this really matter after a year, after 5 years?' you know, thats exactly the problem. its not whether it'll matter after a long time, but its really the trust thats broken. how can you still continue to face someone that has complete crushed the trust between the two? but of course, if that trust can be regained, why not. it takes a long time to build trust between two people, it takes a blink of an eye to crush it. speaking of which, i would like to thank someone who has shown the right about of concern without poking in to the matter. that someone didnt even prob to ask wht happened, or what i would do next. its hard to find someone who can do that you know, and after showing concern, it didnt even have that hint of awkwardness. now thats a feat !

Thank you my friend, for bringing me back to that path i had sidetracked from. being around you these few days has really taught me much more than that shallow relationship i once thought of as friendship. im a much deeper person now. heheheh!

im back from taiwan and hongkong ! i much prefer looking than buying. haha. yeah, im psychotic, cuz i was thinking 'hmm, maybe i'll be able to see 乔恩 or 小天 cuz we went to kenting.. but obviously, we didnt.. what was i thinking?! yah yah, nuts la. but nevertheless, i had fun :) oo ! i saw someone though. not in taiwan la, in hongking international airport. seeing one better than seeing none. okay so she came out of the plane, and i guess she was waiting for her friend or something. i looked at her and she looked so familiar. then i asked my irritating sister, who is so blind and went 'huh? who? what?' then, after i came out of the toilet, i saw her again !! then i stared at her. (ops, i know i shouldnt have cause its really rude, and people dont like being stared at) and then when we were going through the immigration check, she was standing afew people away from us !! and then she kept staring back, thinking that i was luny or something. haha. i didnt take a picture with her though, cuz u know.. sometimes, if she doesnt wanna, it'll kinda be awkward and all. yeah, anyways, it was kinda cool. haha. see, this is what a normal reaction is when normal regular people see YRs. we get excited. however, some people of the YRs think that we're being rude and all. in the publics point of view, we get excited when we see YRs, and we start pointing and staring (which is kinda rude) and we wanna ask for signatures, pictures, etc. but in the YRs point of view, they just wanna be normal and blend in, and act like everyone else, and most importantly, act like a regular person without their personal life being magnified, and do what they want. well, thats just the way the world is. if you wanna be a YR, deal with all this crap, and be friendly . i mean, u dont have to act so cocky you know. what am i doing? o my gosh, without further ado, let me tell you who i saw..

yup, she's 桂纶美！also known as 路小雨 from 不能说的秘密. she was like in this huge black sunnies, and i think she totally looks better in person. haha.

o my fuck !
她走光了！
我吐了。

突然发现了一个天大的秘密。 我也太慢了吧！

其实我最开心的不是我考完试，也不是应为我毕业了。
我最快乐的，是不用在看到你
不用在听见你，
不用随身带着呕吐袋，
看到你或和你说话后就吐。

哈哈哈！

my expectations are not high. i only expect you to give the same as i do. its as simple as that.
it takes 2 hands to clap,
and i am so tired of using much effort just to tap yours.
thats not mutual giving and taking,
thats a one-sided thing.

darn the fact that i bring out my camera and forget o take picture of food, or that i dont even bring it out at all. either way, i still dont capture the beautiful image of food. damn it. i think i miss perth too much that i keep dreaming about it. WOW.. anyways, i just came back from a wedding .


'REEEF MY TOE ARONE!!!'
guess who wants to be australian? haha!

t's been a hard day's night, and I've been working like a dog
It's been a hard day's night, I should be sleeping like a log
exactly !

maybe i over-reacted in the last post. and peaking of which, it has been more than a month.
first of, let me just shout it out, ' I HAVE GRADUATE ! :D'
i am elated. really. i can finally move on in my life, i've been stuck there for too long. then again, i have really learn many things in school.
Skill 1: observation
Skill 2: tolerance
Skill 3: with God, nothing is impossible..

i have meet with some really nice people, as well as horrible people. some naive and simple, some cunning and complicated. i am glad to have seen such people, as least i know what to expect from people. once again, why i dont like people. i am almost done with exams, and i have graduated. Regrets? well, yeah, 1 BIG one. the rest, i dont really give a damn.

what i'll never forget (in a long time):

learnt from 老师：当上帝把一扇门关起来，他将会把另一扇门打开。
learnt from an unexpected person: 一寸光阴，一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴。

cheers,

i have learnt to tolerate ALOT of things, and perhaps people. however, the one thing i cannot tolerate is when someone screws my plans up, and then proceeds to fucking screw u my life. i hate it when people act as if they know every fucking detail about me. they dont . u know why? because i dont even know every fucking detail.

i dont know what your fucking problem is seriously.
and if you dont know me well enough, dont fucking ask me to do anything because i'll do what i want to, when i want to. im not a kid, and i know what is best for myself. if you force me to do something , i'll purposely not. why? cuz i dont want to listen to anyone, and i dont want anyone to tell me what to do in my life.. ITS MY LIFE.
i cant wait till im officially an adult. i can do anything i want with my life, and i wont let you screw my life up again.

friends are the family we chose for ourselves right?
why cant we chose our family then?

我的天啊！我只剩28天。28天后的考试即将决定我人身会是怎么样的。
你害怕吗？
我超怕，阵在发抖呢！真的啦。万一真的考不到的话，我不只让身边的人失望，更重要的，让我自己失望。

‘叹气’ okay 不多说了。
我走了。
大家保重哦。

超好笑的动态影像让大家大笑吧。把你的压力笑出来。